am doingg work.
sorry didnt sleep.
dun feel like.
i dun mean it.
sorry jiejie.
i spend a great time with youu.
always, though i may not always express it out.
but thanks for makingg me so happy.
we have limited time together.
as well as countingg days.
sighs.
i dunno when will the time come when all these will stop.
no more youu beingg with me.
no more huggs.
no more kisses.
no more holdingg hand.
no chance to send youu home.
no chance to see youu ever agn.
when will the day come?
when ya guy enters ya life.
i will leave youu.
not wantingg dat day to come but as alongg youu are happy.
i will be happy for youu too.
i dun want jealousy to destroy anythingg now.
cause i get jealous too easily.
sighs, i admit, i am selfish.
sighs.
but i cant have youu.
dats the sad part.
nvm, shall stop here.
i gotta do my work le.
sleepingg soon.
(:
i miss ya saliva.
and i just want to cherish our time together.
you took mine.
and i took yours.
3:08 AM